Saturday, March 22, 2003

thinking

the sun is coming out and I have one more hour before I leave for the airport, to go home. Time seems to be moving at a crawl right now, even though I know it'll pass all too fast once the break starts, so that at the end I'll wonder where did all the time go.

I had read Thea-san's blog, which always makes me feel kind of contemplative. Most of the time it's a kind of contemplation that I don't want to delve too deeply into, because I think I'm happy the way I am now.
majo

Friday, March 21, 2003

Things to do

Homework: Econ 115 readings (Bring reader home), econ 141...nah...Japanese--Kanji homework, vocab quiz.

*looks at above list* It's not that bad, actually...

stuff to bring home: extra clothes, extra art supplies (But remember to take the markers back), random junk you won't want to carry come move-out-time...

SPRING BREAK IS ALMOST HERE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! *Gasp gasp* Gads. I need it.

And the world continues to be insane, like me. Saaaa, na. Shikata ga nai.

Majo-chan

Tuesday, March 11, 2003

Song of the moment


When I'm Gone
By Three doors down

There's another world inside of me
That you may never see
There's secrets in this life
That I can't hide
Somewhere in this darkness
There's a light that I can't find
Maybe it's too far away...
Maybe I'm just blind...

Maybe I'm just blind...

[chorus]
So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
Hold me when I'm scared
And love me when I'm gone
Everything I am
And everything you need
I'll also be the one
You wanted me to be
I'll never let you down
Even if I could
I'd give up everything
If only for your good
So hold me when I'm here
Love me when I'm wrong
You can hold me when I'm scared
You won't always be there
So love me when I'm gone
[end chorus]

Love me when I'm gone...

When your education x-ray
Can not see under my skin
I won't tell you a damn thing
That I could not tell my friends
Roaming through this darkness
I'm alive but I'm alone
Part of me is fighting this
But part of me is gone

[chorus]

Maybe I'm just blind...

[chorus]

Love me when I'm gone...

Love me when I'm gone
When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone

Noooooooooot sure where that came from, but I do like the song. It's the current favorite.

now to bed......

Majo-desu

cup noodle is addictive

Must....not....fall.....to....the......addiction!>_<

But it's hard to be healthy when you're a starving college student.-_-;

Nothing is up. Except school. Yes...school is forever up. I want my spring break and I want it now, dammit.-_-; I sound more cranky than I actually am, I wonder why? It's probably because I'm eating...eating always makes me feel less cranky^_^; But yeah...gotta watch out for them mood-swings before one comes and wacks me upside the head...

I also am in need of a box. I suppose I'll go procure one when I go pick up my scholarship check. Which reminds me I have to pay the school soon for letting me endure their torture.....

In other news: Ainself is spazzy. We're switching server computer or something in order to get higher bandwidth cap, or something. Look not to Majo for explanations, she is merely a hanger-on who shelled out money for space, not for administrative voting rights. Angelfire is doing excellently in trying to be as slow as ainself, if not as spazzy, and I've been happily wanting to strangle both of the servers for awhile now. But it's ok...nothing much to post anyway.

Saaaaa....definitely looking forward to spring break, if not the midterms prior to it. Taxes are a pain, trust me, and mismatching records are even worse. But in any case, it is another tale for another time, preferable AFTER the whole mess gets itself straightened out. I need more food....^_^;;;;

Majo-desuuuuu

Monday, March 03, 2003

Good food, good friends, good times


Ah......a nice conclusion to the weekend, our dinner out to the sushi buffet. I stuffed myself^^; And my bro came too, and got along surprisingly well with my friends. I've borrowed some anime with the typical badass bishonen (anti-)hero and am now copying to my harddrive. Life is good.

I didn't QUITE catch up with my reading but I got admirably close, so I'm not going to worry about it. It's hard to feel anything but kinda unfocused and satisfied when you're really full....*lol*

Kinda tired, kinda sleepy. But for some reason I don't want to go to bed just yet. My bro has a policy of making a resolution to fix a problem or improve on something every week, and I think I am in need of one.^_^ I wonder what it should be? Should be something simple, I suppose. Hm....what to start with? Maybe I shall make a resolution to blog more often!^_^; Then again, maybe not^^; Hm....to do my homework on time? Stop procrastinating? Actually WRITE the stories in my head? Hard to decide!>_<

It's good to get out, every once in awhile.^_^ Maybe that should be my resolution.

Jaaaaa......nighty night....

Majo